People in my mind

These days random thoughts occupy my mind. The mental “To Do” List is still there, but now and then, some thoughts come up without apparent order. They are not thoughts about things to be done or things that i did. Its more like thoughts about people and my relation with them. How i relate and interact with others. When was the last time we talked, what happened then, what will the next time be like, what will we say…

Its just like day dreaming. Most of the situations i imagine, wont take place in real life most of the times. In fact, i imagine dozens of situations but none of them will be anything like when the actual situation will take place.

These thoughts about people occupy my mind lately. There is no job to be done, and the task can be running in my mind forever because there is no specific goal defined on it, so there can never be a moment when i can say “this is how it’ll be like”. There is always a “what if…”.

I’ve been feeling like waiting for a call the past 3 days. Times passes by quite slowly. But at the same time, i still have stuff to do, and that makes the time fly by. So its a strange situation. In the rush of everyday life, i take some breaks to think about some people, and suddenly all stops. The birds seem to move more slowly and the clock seems to be broken. A split second that feels like an hour. A moment to think and occupy my mind in matters that are not things, but people.