30/30

Yesterday was Jan.30th and it was my 30th birthday. Quite a date.

A new decade of chances and joy. The first 30 years of my live have been tremendous and i can say without any doubt that i have been happy and very lucky.

From now on things can be different…or not. I think its up to me and what i expect. Keep the right mindset and look at life as i’ve always done: With a positive attitude.

Well, i’ll keep on bloging that’s for sure. At least i havent yet thought about quitting this.

Straight, but socially gay

I was watching this show from Jimmy Carr last night and he pointed out this expression which made me laugh so much because i think people consider me like this. Its not that i am gay, but im the king of person who would notice if you’re wearing a different tie or if your trousers are not ironed…

People in my mind

These days random thoughts occupy my mind. The mental “To Do” List is still there, but now and then, some thoughts come up without apparent order. They are not thoughts about things to be done or things that i did. Its more like thoughts about people and my relation with them. How i relate and interact with others. When was the last time we talked, what happened then, what will the next time be like, what will we say…

Its just like day dreaming. Most of the situations i imagine, wont take place in real life most of the times. In fact, i imagine dozens of situations but none of them will be anything like when the actual situation will take place.

These thoughts about people occupy my mind lately. There is no job to be done, and the task can be running in my mind forever because there is no specific goal defined on it, so there can never be a moment when i can say “this is how it’ll be like”. There is always a “what if…”.

I’ve been feeling like waiting for a call the past 3 days. Times passes by quite slowly. But at the same time, i still have stuff to do, and that makes the time fly by. So its a strange situation. In the rush of everyday life, i take some breaks to think about some people, and suddenly all stops. The birds seem to move more slowly and the clock seems to be broken. A split second that feels like an hour. A moment to think and occupy my mind in matters that are not things, but people.