3 out of 25

March is almost over and I can say i slept in my own bed only 3 times this month. I have been here and there, coming and going from one place to another for the past 3 weeks. Having fun, running, flying (I’ve taken the plane 5 times in 2 weeks already)…

Tomorrow i’ll be going to my first “commissioning” work. Im excited/worried. I’ll be going alone this time and I should be ready to work my way out of the situation and face an unknown problem to me. I’ve never done anything like this before (i’ve seen someone else doing it) and i hope everything works out just fine.

I’ll be going to a ship to check out the engine system and see if everything is in order and what should be changed and what should be left as it is…I’m scared to be honest. Shit. Is not like I-have-no-fucking-idea situation but its pretty close to it. Well, i guess there is one thing i will get for sure: Experince. Another level of knowledge. Higher than the knowledge one gets from books as I see things. Theory put into practice…

Its time for me to get out of my confort zone and get my ass moving a lil bit. I’m sure I’ll love it, but it’s like snowboarding: you dont really get to feel the pleasure of going downhill until you get some experience. I see myself now on top of a mountain, my gear is ready and i’ve seen other people do it. Now is my turn. I’m not afraid of falling but im a bit scared and i just hope i dont break anything when i land my ass on the cold ground, dont make a big deal out of it, stand up again and keep on going.

Let the ride begin.