Making things easier

Im tired of having to chase people around. Specially when i’m trying to be friendly and all i get from them is a straight face and a look. No words, just a look.

I’m fed up with being nice to people after they have spit on my face and act as if i’m alright again. I’m not!. Once again, i’ll stop being “the nice guy” and start respecting myself.

There are moments in life when i feel like i’m not being fair to myself. Why would i have to say “sorry” if that person doesnt deserve it? Is not like sorry is a hard word for me to say, but i think i just say it too often even when i dont feel i should. I’m tired of apologizing to people who are never nice back to me or just rarely whenever they need something. People who only see what the other has done wrong but think that they are right. Always. I’m through with that. I wont listen to anyone who tries to lecture me about something that i have done that i dont think it’s wrong in the first place.

To those selfish, blind and egocentric people, i only have 2 words: Fuck off!. I dont really need you and i’m tired of “always being there for whatever you need”. That’s not friendship, that’s using another person at one’s will. Like a piece of toilet paper: When you need it, it’s the only thing you could ask for in this life, but other than that, you just ignore it.

I dont deserve that and i wont take anymore shit from anyone. Period.