What’s the deal?

Aaaaa’ve been a bit sad on the past 36 hours…nothing really bad, but i started to think about how everyone seem to get on forward with their lives and im feeling stuck in mine.

Dont want people to feel sorry for me, but this is how i am now (an as the purpose of all this is to write down everything as clear as possible, i’m just being consequent).

I think i’ve finally decided what im gonna do with my life: I want to start working or doing something that fulfills me. As long as its something i want to and enjoy doing it’ll be fine. The next question is: What is it? What does fulfill me right now?

Well, here is a list of things that move me forward: Money, Languages, Travel, Telecom stuff, Technology in general, Talking

And here is another with the things i hate: Not passing an exam, programming, sitting, waiting, filling up reports…

How do i get rid of the things i hate and go for the ones that move me? How do i do it? What do i have to do? What’s the deal?

As far as I dont know this answer, i think i’ll be stuck. Maybe i know it already, maybe deep down inside myself i already know it, but i have to want to know it and be ready to face and know what it takes to make that change. A willing desire to make that change and move forward…