It’s been a while…

since i last wrote my last post…I know.

i’ve been kinda moody. I wouldnt be able to say exactly what or why…but i havent been feeling “great” lately…i wasnt even in the mood to think… I just complained and I hate people who complain and feel sorry. I basically hated myself and the situation i was drowning myself into. My behaviour. My attitude. Kind of fed up with myself…and that’s quite a tough situation, cos i couldnt get away from myself. Anywhere i went, myself followed.

I started running again 2 weeks ago, since i was feeling fat. I was feeling in a disconfort zone and wanted to make a change. Some people buy new clothes, some people dye or cut their hair. I guess its a way to motivate oneself, since changing motivates.

Some while ago, i read in an interview that the main reason why professional swimmers shave their head before a big competition is not mainly because of the water resistance and yari-yari-yari, but because when they shave, its a change. A change in their looks, and how they feel. They get more motivated and swim with a different attitude. More motivated.

Running is my way of changing myself nowadays. To motivate myself and keep myself focused and with a possitive attitude for new challenges. Everytime i go out, i challenge myself to go a bit further and a bit faster. I put myself to the test on, for example, how many push-ups i can do before my arms wont take any more.

Test yourself. Know your limitations and work to pass them. Widen your knowledge, face the challenges and upgrade your set of skills as regulary as possible.

Are you gonna do the same as always today, or are you willing to put yourself to the test?